Avabel fake or imagination: chpt 3

      It's been three months since I talked to my friends lvl 60 gladiator now with a holy sword. My hair is changed to silver and you can see both of my eyes now, both hazel brown no more one red eye and one pure black eye. I kept walking in the blood bond guild hall and opened my door to my room. I started to pack my stuff up and toor down the nightstand that was in the room. Pictures of my friends and me fell on the ground even a picture with my mother fell on the ground. I didn't bother to pick them up so I just went out of the room. I saw Crios throwing a fit so I went to the guild boared and ripped out my name from it. I heard a voice behind me and I turned and saw Lex a friend that helped me get a gf man she's so pretty i might've brocken her heart because of this.  She looked at me in disgust and I just looked away from her. Man I can't let her see me like this after me going berserk again. Im a monster and she will never know how I feel. I balled up my fist and walked away from her not making eye contact or anything but whispering to her. "I am death in its purist form. And I will go berserk again and again." I walked out of the guild and looked back seeing the lost of hope in Lex's eyes. Man I wished I could've been her boyfriend instead of Blaissiu. 

      I walked for ten minutes and found Mayo my best friend that I know I can trust. He helped me out a lot when I'm down on days or I just feel like I'm worthless of everyone's time. He stood by his guild alone mummbling stuff to himself I didn't want to interfere but the thought of me sleepin in gatherin made me go to him. "Yo Mayo you got any room in your guild here for a lvl 60 warrior." He looked at me with his mysterious look like always. "Hey I just want to join your guild man Crios been acting different and I just want to join a new guild." He walked towards me and noded to me.

    "Sure you can join my guild your a good friend." He pats me on the shoulder and walked me to my guild room. He opened the door it was quite a big room indeed bigger than my last room I had. I replied thanks and he left to the guilds dinner. I put my stuff on the bed and layed down looking up at the ceiling. Thinking to myself why in the world do I have this curse with me. I covered my right eye as it started to bleed. Dammit why the hell does this happen to me now. My eyes turned pure red I walked to the mirror and cursed to myself. I'm a monster and no one  can change a monsters feelings.